watching live concerts on tv like john mayer and jason mraz so of course i'm all nostalgic and shit

you will always be meaningful to me because you understand what it was like during one of the most important times in my life.

but that doesnt mean you get a free pass.

when people say things like "James/Jenny Doe knows what if feels like to be alone in the world" or "so and so is alone and blah blah emo" it doesnt always mean theyre literally lost something huge. Sometimes it points to the loss of the small things. Like maybe you see something and thing and think of someone else who would enjoy it but you remember that you aren't speaking to that person anymore and you feel that OH YEAH moment of loss and even though it's little, that loss feels really big because theyre gone gone gone and even if they still call you and text you it's like, okay, but it's not the same as if you'd never stopped speaking in the first place.

dance with me. cause if youve gots the poison i've gots the remedy.

the remedy is always the experience

i wont worry my life away

she was NAKED in your BED?

Props to Jared for reminding me this blog exists, because I was about to text everyone I knew.

Props to me for cracking the air tight codes I set up to get my drunk self into it and didnt write down because I saved all the links on my bookmarks on my old computer. Too bad that computer crashed and now I have to use Seth's and he's going to be all "Why is there an email address named tipsymcg@gmail.com saved on my desktop with smiley faces?" and I'm gonna be all "because."

Oh, and the security question I entered to get into this account was "ARE YOU DRUNK??" which I thought was genius at the time. Too bad the correct answer was not "yes" or "hell yes" or "fuck yes" or "no?" and I had to jump through all these hoops to reset everything. I still dont know what the correct answer was. I was tempted to drink more until I got there, but I didnt.

But I got in. Because I have something important to tell you.

I just drank wine and watched Obsessed on Starz HD. And it was phenomenal. Seriously, you guys it's so good. Jared, it took every ounce of strength not to text you with ALI LATER JUST STOLE BEYONCES BABY. IS THIS GOING TO END WITH B STABBING HER WITH SCISSORS??? because thats what I thought. Also, yall Idris Elba is hot. And so is Ali Larter.

Yall, Ali Larter is 6 kinds of crazy in this movie. I'm kind of in awe. I mean, if youre going to play it crazy, you need to go all out. You have to be good at being crazy. SHE SENT HERSELF FLOWERS IN THE HOSPITAL AND SIGNED HIS NAME.

In other news, I started reading Tori Spelling's first book, and it was crap. She's not grown up. And she stole that lady's HUSBAND. I dont care if I really like the names she picks for her kids, she's trashy. And her book is terrible. But I am netflixing 90210 now. Kathy Griffin's book is amazing, so check that out.