watching live concerts on tv like john mayer and jason mraz so of course i'm all nostalgic and shit

you will always be meaningful to me because you understand what it was like during one of the most important times in my life.

but that doesnt mean you get a free pass.

when people say things like "James/Jenny Doe knows what if feels like to be alone in the world" or "so and so is alone and blah blah emo" it doesnt always mean theyre literally lost something huge. Sometimes it points to the loss of the small things. Like maybe you see something and thing and think of someone else who would enjoy it but you remember that you aren't speaking to that person anymore and you feel that OH YEAH moment of loss and even though it's little, that loss feels really big because theyre gone gone gone and even if they still call you and text you it's like, okay, but it's not the same as if you'd never stopped speaking in the first place.

dance with me. cause if youve gots the poison i've gots the remedy.

the remedy is always the experience

i wont worry my life away